LiiFeLeSs/   Friday, November 18, 2005  
 
3 more days to go end i m done with my o's!! happy? sighx... damn stress up wid studies ... finally history n chemistry is over... the heavy load is gone... the stressful feeling is no longer there... 2 more paper to go... and i m free from books... siighx... maybe not... wondering if i could even get into a poly...
siighx... time files... 4 yrs had passed... too much stuff had happened... fren are constantly changing ... we are frens today nut mayb not tml ... nth last foreva ... past memories lingering in my minds... why is it so hard to forget?can i really forget the memories that we both shared? it is starting to fade... one day i may completely forget but how long will it take? siighx... let nature take its cause... m i really happy? m i ? siighx...  arghx... forget it... recently kinda piss off by friendship problem... done nth wrong but was isolated by them... is this wad friendship are meant to be... so bittle... the cracks form is breaking it up slowly... sooner or later it would be broken into pieces...  is thr really true frenx around? or they are juz putting on fake mask to smoke screen us? wadeva it is i no longer believe in the exist of true friendship... siighx..  opening doors to the outside world... how i wish i could change wad had happened in the past...

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