LiiFeLeSs/   Friday, November 25, 2005  
 
siighx... i m so damn dissapoint... i had work so hard for u all... i spent my night going through the notes to check wad to bring wad to do ... i had done everything i can to help... i nv asked for much... i noe i had nv been like a leader to u.. u all respect other more den me... i m fine with tt... nobody in tt team understand ... wad u all think is tt i didn't do much... went down jzu to scold... fine... really... if i m seen as a devil its fine... i noe i m not a gd leader i dun noe how to lead ppl... i mayb not be tt understanding ... if the leader wasn't me the stuff may not turn out lidat... i regret taking up dis post!... i may cause them to lose... other ppl maybe able to lead u all better den me... i noe i m not up to that standard... whenever thing didn't turn out well i will juz smiply walk off...  i can't control my temper... i scold... but have u all thing abt why? no!! u all simply care for urself... tot its onli 4 more days... trying to maintain it  but... sighx... ya a spary dun nid 8 ppl to find...  if tt 1` person couldn't find no one bother to help... tts why i m so dissapointed... the words u said  really kinda hurting... u all don't even care if i was thr or not... i noe is not  ur prob... i noe... who ask me rite... u all shld be thinking i desreve it... ya... i deserve it... u noe how stress i m ... ppl after o's enjoying i m doing all dis... i dun mind... but until the last 4 days i really can't take it... i don't nid everyone respect i dun nid... i juz nid all ur understand juz hoping tt u all will understand how i feel... i had lost a gd fren i noe since he is sec 1 ... we quarrel because of all dis stuff... if i had nv join dis we may still be gd fren now... i noe i m not the somebody everybody likes... sighx... why m i leading such a miserable life... sighx...

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